Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.
-James Dean

And often the good suffer, and often the wicked prosper, and one hardly knows which of those is the more annoying."--Bertrand Russell

This quote rings so true to life. I found out that Joey has a new girlfriend. And it makes me wonder. Why is it that an asshole like Joey can find a girlfriend within a month of Elaine dumping him on his ass, but I can't find someone to love me? I'm lonely. I crave physical closeness. I just need someone who loves me to hold onto me. Maybe for an hour. Or an eternity. I dunno. I'd rather the latter at this point.

I went out to lunch with Clarissa today. And the baby. The baby was so cute. And I guess that's in part why I'm so depressed right now. I mean, Clarissa is Happy, engaged, and her baby is going on 4 months old. And I am/have none of those things.

"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved."--Helen Keller

There was so much more I wanted to say... but I'm exhausted.

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